A single moment...

In that moment, everything changed.

Everything that was planned was suddenly no longer happening.

The future I would have spent with someone is now simply just a thought and no longer a reality.

I felt everything go numb.

The whole world had stopped. 

I was no longer aware of everything around me.

I was vulnerable but I couldn't bring myself to care.

Everything that had just happened, overshadowed all of the happy memories.

In that moment I was lost.

Struggling to grip on to reality, like water falling through my fingers.

Stuck in a whirlwind of emotions; anger, frustration, panic, betrayal, fear, grief, love and worry.

Not knowing where to turn to next.

Fighting to take the next breath, make the next move.

Alone, with the person who I loved next to me but feeling as if they had died and are no longer there.

The person I thought they were or knew them to be didn't exist anymore.

They became a stranger to me, but a stranger who knew every last little detail about me.

Not wanting to leave them because I don't know if that's the last time I'm going to see them.

They've done the worst thing imaginable to me.

Nothing can prepare you for that moment.

In that moment, what I thought my future would be, suddenly slipped away...